Love Beyond Lust

Love Beyond Lust
I am eagerly waiting for the last school bell. It's 3:25 pm, only 5 minutes more for the last period to get over. Do you know why I am so excited because it's my birthday today. I wanna go home, my parents would have arranged a cake cutting function. I will wear a new dress, will receive gifts, chocolates and I will have more fun with my friends. Everyone will be in excitement mode, on our birthday. Finally, once the bell rang, I rushed out of the class. My car driver was waiting outside the school gate. I opened the car door and asked him to drive the car faster. I am a 5th-grade student who was born with a silver spoon. When I entered the home, the servants were standing outside the house, there was no indication of a celebration. I went to the kitchen, but my mom was not there. Then I rushed to the bedroom when I opened the door, my father was sitting in the bed facing the window. I went near him, his eyes were red and full of tears. Usually, men won't cry that easily, they cry when their heart breaks into pieces. He was holding a paper with him, so I asked him about it. He didn't respond to me, but after a few minutes, he asked me to come closer to him. He pulled me and hugged me tightly. I asked him “What happened papa”. He said, “I loved her a lot, how can she leave us like this”. I didn't understand anything so I asked him again. He replied, “Your mom has run away with another man. Even for your sake, she would have stayed here”. After hearing this, my whole happiness was shattered. I said, “No papa, I will ask Mom to come back, she will come. I will call her. She loves me, papa”. My father replied, “No beta if she loves you, she won't leave us like this”. My father was crying hard while hugging me. We didn't eat for two days, I was crying..crying..crying. After 5 days I consoled myself and went back to school. My father didn't go to the office, he was just drinking (alcohol), drinking, drinking for many days. After a year, my father went abroad; he didn't take me with him. Even though there were servants to serve me, I was all alone in that big house. At one point, I stopped worrying. No one is going to uplift me, I am the one who can do it. After schooling I went to college, though I am rich I can get seats in any college. I got a seat in the Falcon College of Engineering because that's the only college where my father didn't have any spies. He always used to have a spy around me to get updates about me. Then my college days started. The college time is 9 am, but I will enter the class by 11:30 am. Sometimes I will skip the classes if I don't want to listen. I have some friends with me, we all are from rich families. Our daily routine is to enter the class by 11:30 am, after having lunch we will head out to the movies, and then in the evening, we will go to the pub. Sometimes I will drink in class and sleep on the last bench. Some professors will scold me and some don't have the guts to speak in front of me. One day I was fully drunk and sleeping on the last bench, and when I woke up I felt drowsy. Someone had poured water on my bench, so I searched for a cloth to wipe the water off. There was a shawl all alone, so I used it. Suddenly a girl rushed towards me and pulled the shawl from my hands and pushed me down. I got angry and scolded her with a very bad word. When the fight turned into a war, she shouted “bastard”. In anger, I told her “Yes bitch, I am a bastard. Will give money, can you sleep with me tonight”. Then she complained to the HOD. But the HOD didn't take any action towards my behavior. Then the students in my class started to gossip about me like “he is so rich, whatever he does no one is going to question him. He is a bastard, he treats women as a product. Women are a play toy for him. He will go to hell”. Then everyone stopped talking to me. Some of my class girls will start to curse me whenever they see me and some will wantedly avoid me, some get scared of me. But I like everyone hating me. Why should I worry about others? My routine became like drinking alcohol in the morning, going to college, sleeping on the last bench, then heading forward to the pub, dancing with girls, and sometimes sleeping with them. What more does a man need in life?If I spend some money I will get anything in my life (even girls). I never respected anyone, even when the professor entered I wouldn't stand. If someone talks against me, I can shut their mouth by throwing some money. No one is there to control my life, I have made my own rules. This is the life I lived till my 4th semester. After the 4th semester exam holidays, I went to college. As Usual I was late to class when I entered the class, there was no one. There was only one girl sitting on the last bench and I think she was crying. I couldn’t see her face properly. She was wearing a faded kurthi; one half-rusted metal bangle; a plastic earring; broken watch. When I entered the class, she panicked and ran to one corner, facing the floor, and said “Please don't come near me”. I didn't listen to her and walked forward. She got nervous and said, “Please don't come near me, my dress was torn at the backside of my shoulders, and I can't go out”. When I stepped forward, she started to cry; she didn't face me; her eyes were facing the ground. When her first tears hit the ground, I stopped stepping forward. I removed my jacket, kept it on a nearby bench, and left the class. I didn't speak a word to her. I think she is very sensitive, how can a girl be like this? She is crying over a silly thing. One of my friends called me and said they were in the laboratory. So, I straight away went to the laboratory. After the lab classes, myself and my friends went to the canteen. I saw the same girl in the canteen, she was wearing my jacket and cleaning the vessels. My friends ordered some chats, and the girl brought all of them and kept them on the table. After having the snacks, while leaving I went to pay the bill, she gave me the bill with a “thank you” note. It put a smile on my face. No one ever thanked me for anything. It was a new experience for me. Her note kept me Happy. I took the note with me and paid the bill at the counter. Then my friends went to the class and I was wandering around the college. When I was crossing my class, I saw the same girl standing outside the class and getting scoldings from the professor for being late. She was about to cry, so I went near her and stared at my professor for 5 seconds (gave him a rude look). The next second he shut his mouth, and then I told her to enter the class. I went to the last bench and took a nap for 3 hours. I woke up when the last bell rang, I took my bag and left the class. Straight away from the college I went to the pub, had 4 beers, 2 vodkas, and one Whiskey. I was fully drunk; couldn’t able to stand. At that time a girl came near me and asked do I needed any help. She was really very pretty; wearing a red cocktail gown; curly hair; wavy hips and the dress perfectly fitted her body. I was too drunk and couldn’t see her properly. She voluntarily helped me, I understood that she was interested in me. For some time, we were talking after that she told me that she would drop me. On the way home, she would have said “I love you” at least 100 times.When I woke up in the morning, she was sleeping in my bed half naked. I know what would have happened last night. I kept a 50,000 Rs bundle on the bed and went to freshen up. When I came out after having the bath, she didn't leave. She was lying on the bed and said “Babe.. I love you”. I replied, “It’s just a one-night stay, you can leave now”. She replied, “I thought you loved me”. I said, “I don't have any feelings for you. I won't love anyone because I don't have emotions”. She was staring at me, then I threw another bundle of money on her body. Then she agreed to go out, what else a girl wants? Girls love men only for their money. We can solve any kind of problem with money. ........

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